Thursday, April 01, 2010

Something Simple...

Ah so I understand I don't update this often enough but I do frequenly read others blogs and see great things going on.  Today's post comes compliments of the most awesome, fabulous and amazing Tiffany.  Her blog is a wonderful tribute to her mother and is always such a joy to visit.  Today I came across this neat but simple post asking one question...

In one word tell me something that describes how you are feeling today.

My response was...

Today I feel...
anxious

We are car shopping which is an act I'd rather never have to participate in.  I love having a new vehicle and would definitely love to have something really nice however I hate the idea of a car payment (especially when I am finally completely out of debt...) and I hate the idea that I have to deal with shady car salespeople who only want to get the highest commission they can.  I get that folks on comission have to make a living but when you do it at the expense of folks who don't know better, aren't assertive enough to stand up for what they really want or those who you just straight up wear down it's not right.  I hate their tactics they use like taking away your keys to do an "estimate" on the value of your trade in.  I hate their BS when they send one person to sell you the car and then you have to get through 5 other losers because no one can give you a price without talking to their manager.  I hate that they draw out the process FAR longer than it should have to be because they are hoping with all hope you will settle for the higher cost they want to charge you.  ARGH!!!  It aggrivates me to no end...

Anyway asside from this anxiety I am actually feeling pretty content overall.  I have too much work to do, too much cleaning and thank you cards to write from my wedding.  I still feel like I'm just slipping behind in my life each and every day.  I have no clue how I can ever manage to have kids because my own life exhausts me far more than it should.  I want to stop worrying about things that I shouldn't worry about but I just can't seem to do that.  Perhaps one day though.  For now it's back to work...

2 comments:

  1. You are the coolest!! :) I am soooo grateful that we met! thank you for enriching my life so much! :)
    HUGS!! :)

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  2. AWW Tiffany YOU are the bomb. I am glad we met too and were able to share in such an exciting point in my life. It's great to be able to meet people and grow friendships. YAY!!! :)

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